As scary as it is sometimes to try something new, I think it is all about showing up. After being in the “Fun with the Fundamentals” class this week, something just got stuck in my mind. It is important to simply show up how you are, and trust.
The act of coming to yoga class, with all these different moves, and words, and pictures, the Sanskrit, the breath, it is so much to take in. How intimidating this all can be! It is very unsettling to have all new things coming in our direction. So many things come to my mind when this happens. Our first instinct is to build our protective walls, they have worked for so many years, and they certainly will work now. Although, I question if this is the way we grow?
How much do we miss in our lives from not jumping in? What are the consequences that we are so afraid of? Is it losing something of us in the process? Or is it simply leaving our comfort zone. Much of that is true for me. However, I end always jumping in. There are these preset rules that we have made in our mind that sometimes paralyzes us – I know it does me. It is comforting to know that I can just show up as I am. I do not have to change who I am, and do not have to add or subtract anything to the experience. All I need is to enter with that wonder and fascination of a new opportunity.
Yoga has a way to teach us simple things of ourselves. It is beautiful to see how much yoga opens people’s hearts. It is amazing to see inside their souls. It is there that I learn so much, and cannot help them but to immediately love them. I am always in awe to discover strong, powerful people, with such great loving intentions for their lives and others. We find this in our center, within our practice, in and out of the mat. We learn to support each other, and learn to become a community. We learn to care for each other.
This is spiritual live. This is the basics of our training in this worldly experience to learn to love selflessly. And yoga is just a tool to rediscover THAT indescribable strength inside each of us. It is us who open that door to make it all possible. When I take one step towards God, God takes one thousand steps in our direction. It is my experience.


